today i am committed to forgiving someone i find hard to forgive
Wherever I withhold love, I block my own good. Wherever I stay stuck in the past, I keep the present from unfolding miraculously. Wherever I see myself as having been victimized, I tie myself to the experience of victimization.
The part of me that can be offended, or victimized in any way, is not the real me. The real me lives in triumph or what has been done to me. Only my holding on to grievances can keep the universe from providing me with the miracle of a new beginning.
I surrender to You my grievances,
The people I cannot forgive,
The place where I hold on and cannot let go,
The darkness in my own heart.
Please remove the sickness
From my soul.
And so it is.