i am divinely programmed to rise
I am internally programmed to rise to my highest creative possibility. Nothing I do can erase the yearning of my soul to achieve it, or the yearning of the universe to give it to me. No deviation from love - on my part or anyone else's - can keep the universe from its divine intention that my life be one of fullness and joy.
According to A Course in Miracles, any miracle I might have deflected is "held in trust for you until you are ready to receive it." The universe has a built-in insurance policy. Whatever I have lost is programmed to return - in another form, in another situation, in another town, or with other people, perhaps, but through the power of atonement, it will return.
I feel that I have failed.
I feel that all my efforts have come to naught.
I feel shame at the way my life has turned out.
I do not know what to do or where to go.
Please, dear God, repair my heart,
Heal my mind, and change my life.
Pave a way for me out of darkness into light.
I atone for my errors, and I pray for forgiveness.
Please do for me what I cannot do.
Thank You, God.