i will not shirk my responsibility to look deeply into myself
Ego would prefer that I not look directly into my deeper self, for there I would learn things bound to free me from its bondage. I would learn of the endless beauty that lies beyond with writhing of my personal self. I would learn that beyond my torment lies the glory of my soul. Today, I choose a conscious life. I will ask myself when something has not turned out well, "What did I do or not do that helped cause this to happen?" Only then will it be revealed to me the source of my pain. I will be healed as i am willing to look honestly at myself.
Dear God. Send angels to accompany me On my path to self-awareness. May embarrassment not deter me From looking at the truth of how I behave, For only when I see my patterns Will I be able to change them. Please take from me the shadows that would hide Your light in me. Amen.